Future? What future?

Remind me why I chose this major, knowing that my chances of getting into grad med sch or nie are very slim given the intense competition. And that the only way to survive with a degree would be to study till phd level, then go into research which I am dead set against. Its not as though I don't know that the market is oversaturated and a bachelor's degree is frankly, worthless.

I've already known that this is the worst decision of my life, and I just had to get it rubbed in my face on ivle. Lovely. So what am I working for? What am I living for?

Stupid, that's what I am.